Why is it so cold in my house?

I made vegetarian chili last night and did not mess is up! I did add some Polish sausage that I needed to use. 

I am so disgusted with the republicans right now, Santos, MJT homeland security committee??? The idea that they would put this country in jeopardy over debt ceiling to get their SSN/Medicare cuts. Well, there goes the rest of our 401Ks ... and probably the stock market and economy on a whole. 

Big Sky season 3 bored me to tears. I fast-forwarded through most of the episodes and just like when you are reading a book that you have lost interest in, I skipped right to the final episode. Why do I lose interest after a few seasons? It always feels like the plot gets too dramatic, too complicated, too silly. 

I watched some vintage Miss Marple's on YouTube last night. Those never bore me.

My neighbors went to Tahiti for 4 days, I followed their frolicking in the sun on Facebook. When she mentioned their 9 hour flight and 3 days of sun, I could think of nothing I would rather do l less. I think my traveling days are over.

The sun is shining. Bri had car trouble and I ran over to Everett to get her home. I need to get back on my bedroom. I was explaining to Bri last night that I need to get my living situation cleaned up so I can move on with my life, living. Bri and Matt have become my touchstone to the living, someone to share my thoughts with (besides this blog). I have been reading about the process of grief and I know this is all normal. 

I miss illustrating, working and using my brain. I was thinking of shutting down both of my websites, if I am not going to actively look for a job or freelance illustration. Saving money options. Miller Carney Miller is just out of date now. But illustration is always in the back of my mind. Designing a card deck. Painting ... they are not far from my thoughts.