I love fashion (althought I don't dress like it)

Sometimes I think I am losing my mind. Maybe I had this entire conversation with myself in my head? Or I thought I had this conversation with someone! Whatever happened, I am going to formally write it here so I don't forget the details of this thought I had again! 

I was watching some video about fashion the last couple of weeks and thought about how I grew up with my gorgeous mom and her even more gorgeous best friend, Anne, who lived downstairs from us. They could have been fashion icons. Mom always looked like she stepped out of Vogue. Which is what I was thinking about. How I grew up looking at Harper's Bazaar and Vogue for most of my life ... not just looking at ... but falling into each image. I never thought I could be a model, but I really wanted to be an fashion designer or fashion illustrator when I was 10 or 11. I mean, those magazines were really my touchstone to art, photography, fashion, travel ... well, and I am pretty sure we also had National Geographic. 

I was thinking about this and considered maybe I should get a subscription to those two magazines now. The girls are so into beauty and fashion maybe they would get something out of them like I did.